It is nights like these where I need you, but I cannot have you. A simple hug would make it all better. It is hard because in the past I have always relied on myself to cope with life's challenges -- in this case a completely uninformed and useless review. However, now I feel I have someone to lean on to help me, yet I find myself having to resort to my own defenses because you are not here. The rock re-emerges and my emotion is squashed so I can deal unceremoniously with the hand I've been dealt. I so want to feel, even if it is sadness today, but only with you as my safety net can I let go. W.y.w.h.