I want to tell you something. I hope I find the right words to express what I want to.
I share more emotionally with you than anyone. As I think back, it's possible I've never shared with anyone like I do with you now. Perhaps there were times, but it's hard for me to remember it being the case. For whatever reason, perhaps it is our circumstances, I feel I can share absolutely every single thing I am feeling with you and not feel vulnerable about it -- or maybe at times I feel vulnerable sharing with you, but not in the sense that you'll ever take advantage of what I tell you... more that you might not feel the same way (you've proven me wrong on this on every occasion, though).
I even feel comfortable sharing when I'm having a hard time not being around you, or how I miss you, or how it tears me apart sometimes. But I want you to know that I don't share these things to make you feel guilty, or to put pressure on you, or to hasten the situation. Rather, I share because you've proven time and time again I can lean on you for support. I feel better afterwards, like I do now.
So, I guess, the mere act of sharing is therapeutic for me. And, it causes me to openly share with you even if it sounds like I'm having a difficult time -- ok, maybe I am, but I will survive... and we will see each other again, and again, and again... until perhaps someday...
I just wanted you to know what's behind the sharing. Thank you for being you and being there for me!